Oh go on, just one more.

If I'm going to Brazil, I'll be absolutely HAMMERING this (and the album it comes from)
Magical, psychedelic perfection.

Time to dream of what the next few days will hold. 'Night, all.

48 hours to go

Until I'm off to the airport. Still, after all this time, it seems faintly unreal.
I'm definitely getting excited, though. Should be a blast - if nothing else - to be able to kick back and relax, for a few days. As ever, I intend to try and soak up every last second of this time away, to imprint all of the sights, and sounds, and feelings, as firmly as I can, into my memory. I've learnt to love travel, doing it this way: journals, photos, diaries. Some tailored playlists, just the right book to read. Every last piece of clothing an essential. Nothing more, and nothing less than exactly what I need.
I'm still a bit disappointed I can't find this to put on a playlist - I need to just open the blog, in my Sao Paulo hotel room, and crank this nice and loud:

 Here's hoping for some rock solid wi-fi.

It's the mornings I love the most.

I'm sitting here, at the kitchen table, after a bowl of rice and egg, with a coconut green tea beside me. The house is quiet, the skies empty of planes. It's going to be a sunny, warm (possibly HOT) day today, and you can feel that from the sky already. The birds are singing, and there's dew on the grass. I'm about to feel what that dew is like - I reckon it's time to go out and water the garden. Yesterday I finally managed to give the lawn its first "proper" cut of the year, and sorted out some of the pots. The beds - sadly - that's a different story. They'll have to wait a little while longer.
But, there's Parsley, and Thyme, and Mint to water, alongside a new Sweet Bay. There are Strawberry plants, some lavender, and perhaps most exciting, a tiny Sunflower that Milo grew in class. It arrived home in a tiny cardboard pot, no more than an inch tall. It was summarily transplanted to a lager plant pot, on the kitchen windowsill for a week or two, and now it's time has come to venture out into the big wide world. It's in a large pot on the patio - rather dwarfed by it's surroundings. I'm looking forward to seeing if it can thrive.

Holiday time.

Well, just for a couple of days, anyway. We're off to Boldre, to stay with friends. I'm looking forward to the packing, as you'd expect - and to hopefully having some time to sit, read, do nothing. I've got to try and do some bulletins, so that'll be interesting! Must remember to take my stick, too. There's a DJ shed, I'm led to believe.
It's been an odd day - more drift. I feel a little hollowed out, after the cold, like I need to regain energy, and fitness. The next couple of days should see a little sunshine, and I'd dearly love it if I could find some time to go hiking - even if only for a short while. Must pack my boots.

Can't quite make sense of the idea...

That's I'll be off to Brazil, in three weeks.

Seems so ludicrous. And let's face it, it's been a tortuous journey, to make this show happen - and the plane hasn't even lifted off the ground. One day, I'll tell it all. Anyway - it's on, and I must begin the process of preparation. One way that can be made a lot more enjoyable, is for me to start mentally packing that case, working out the dopp kit, musing on Spotify playlists, etc.
And if I'm doing THAT.....

Then it's odds-on that the new Hania Rani album will be somewhere near the top of the pile. Jeez, it's amazing. Like so much of the other output on the Gondwana label - it's this beautifully downbeat, contemplative Jazz-ambient melange of influences. It's just terrific. There's a Spotify curated playlist of Label tracks, that Hania has done too - I highly recommend it.

Slightly better today.

Though it was a hugely fragmented sleep - not sure why, at all. I was unprepared for exactly how hard this illness would hit - how it would disable me. It's a pretty sobering thought: I'm 53, and this totally clonked me; I absolutely dread to think what this sort of thing would feel like when I'm 70.
Currently sitting in the playroom, watching the kids play with their iPads, and get ready for Kids club this morning. I'm going to the Post Office to pick up a parcel (old school hardcore vinyl!), maybe get a haircut, and do some shopping. At some point, I will need a nap - that's a given, i'm afraid.
Right, let's do this.

As an aside-

This is all I've wanted to hear, today. The sound of my 1980. Everyone I know, I'm wishing you, goodnight.

Well, that's not good.

The cold has returned with a vengeance, and now feels like an insane head cold. And the worst part? I ended up with Tinnitus. I have a horrid roaring sound in my right ear - like a fridge buzzing - and I wasn't prepared for how depressed that would make me. I've felt very down, for a day or two. I'm bashing the sudafed, to help the Sinus pain - hopefully that will help.

So, today was a bit of a write off.

Normal service will be resumed tomorrow (hah!)
I think the cold has broken - and it's not so much of a raging sore throat now. Should make sleeping a little easier. Mind you, I'm still under the cosh - I napped this afternoon (ah - bliss) and after about 45 minutes, I woke up, not even sure which planet I was on. One of those moments when you realise your body is trying so hard to drag you under, into long, deep recuperative sleep - and kicks up a fuss when you try and preempt the waking process. I'd have stayed under for hours, If I could.
Other news? Well, as April is upon us, with all its showers, and unsettled weather, I'm looking to get my Barbour out of storage, and press it into service. Only issue? I think it may well be too small, now. I'm 45 lbs lighter than I was, so I'm thinking a visit to the stockists in Epsom could be in order.

Cold update

Well, it's still there. Throat is a little better - and I suspect that, by this time tomorrow, I'll just be coughing furiously. Oh well.
Listening to the new Rose Elinor Dougall album. Not quite sure, yet. The same glacially cool vocals - with less of the electro-goth electronics. By rights, that should endear it to me - and yet, it's a little.....slight, at the moment. I need more time. There's something wonderfully Saturday-morning-ish about it, and that's a good thing. I do like the fact I'm a little more circumspect, when it comes to things I love, nowadays. I'm sure it's born out of a certain amount of cynicism, but I'm cool with that.

Fighting a cold

My first, for some months. Ugh - it's a bad one. My throat is absolutely on fire. At times like this, I dread going to sleep - as I know it'll be such a trial. Lying there, unable to swallow properly, getting more and more pissed off.
Oh well, I guess it won't last for more than the weekend - or at least, I hope it won't.
Today's food - Chick Pea curry. I'm amazed at how quickly it's become one of my favourite things to eat.

New Music

I spent most of 2018 a little confused about new music. I tried, with Spotfiy, to find a slew of new things, but always came up short: there just wasn't anything out there which grabbed me. Consequently, I spent most of the year wallowing in old favourites (trans: a lot of Miles Davis).

This year, however - it's a different story. Alongside Weyes Blood. I guess the biggest thrill for me so far is the new Chris Cohen album. It's wonderful, of course  - but it flits with a very fragile beauty. At first listen, it seemed a little out of focus, and I wasn't sure if it worked. There's this glorious moment for me, when listening to things online, that suddenly flips into genius. It always happens about forty seconds into a song: I'm thinking "oh this doesn't work, at all" and my finger hovers over the skip button. Then, there's the slightest hesitation - did I get it wrong? And in that moment, there's a sudden release, and the song unfolds its actual meaning. I love it when that happens, and if definitely happened with the Chris Cohen record. So, give it a go - and wait for that forty second reveal. It's worth it, trust me.